my heart feels a little like my stomach tonight.
today was a busy day. woke up, watched cartoons with my nephew. hung out with my dad a bit, and then went to see my grandparents before i left town. true to form they expressed their wishes of me moving back to belton. that still hurts my heart. well anyway. right after that i filled up my tank and jumped onto 35 for a straight shot north to dallas. made really good time and got to go to church at 5 this evening. it was good. really good, actually. apparently the lord is trying to teach me something. show me something. or maybe even just show me himself. but...with my busy and emotion filled day i didnt stop to eat. not once. so last night at 630 was my last meal. and it was soup. really good soup, but still only soup. i got all shaky this evening from not eating, and so i decided i should probably eat something. so i had some rice and vegetables. tasted amazing...the first time around anyway.
all that to say...my heart is on overload.
after not "eating" for so long, it all is making my heart sick...
and it wants to throw up.
About Me
- alison
- Texas, United States
- I like my showers hot and my tea cold. I like brown, but tan makes me sick. I think dogs and children are meant to walk, not be carried. Sometimes I doubt how much good really is in people. I think the hole in the ozone layer is getting bigger, and i'm not helping the situation. By the look of things, there is too much trash in the ocean as well. I don't like beef and I think pork is disgusting. I hate when people ask if its a moral issue. I like the phrase "if you dont mind me asking." Red kool-aid tastes the best. I could win the amazing race. Not everyone has social skills. Even though 90% of the population thinks they do. Sometimes photography is overrated. I hate that. I like my apples green, and my pumpkins in pie. I don't trust people.
slow down i cant catch my breath.
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